The Mother Side of God – by Greg Albrecht
Friend and Partner Letter from May 2023
We all have an intimate relationship with mothers – we are sons and daughters of mothers and grandchildren of grandmothers. We are husbands whose wives were/are mothers. We are parents of daughters and even granddaughters some of whom are themselves mothers.
Breaking news! Remember, you heard it here first!! It’s obvious, I know, but for the record, let’s remember we all had a mother. Some are blessed to still have a living mother… if you do, take advantage of the time you have with her. Many of you are mothers, may you hear and know that you are cherished and loved by your children.
Mothers are the first revelation of God and his love to us. God has a “mother-side.” Mothers are often the first way in which infants see and feel love exemplified – it is often through their mothers that children first receive love, mercy and grace. In mothers we often see our first and sometimes most profound example of self-sacrifice and service. In and through mothers we are more likely to experience what unconditional love means, and how it is defined and how we realize it.
As our hearts are particularly inspired by the love, comfort, compassion and self-sacrifice of mothers, I am reminded of Princess Alice of the United Kingdom. The mother of Princess Alice was Victoria (1819-1901), Queen of the United Kingdom and its Commonwealth for 63 years and seven months, beginning at age 18 in 1837 until her death in 1901. The longevity of Queen Victoria’s reign in the history of the British Monarchy is only surpassed by recently deceased Queen Elizabeth, who reigned for 70 years, from February 1952 until her death on September 8, 2022.
While not all women desire and choose to become mothers, many do – but when a woman is a Queen in her own right (a Queen regnant) or the wife of a King (a Queen consort) she is expected, as part of her duties, to bring children into this world who might be heirs to the throne. Victoria gave birth to nine children, while Elizabeth was the mother of four.
It is not Queen Victoria or Queen Elizabeth I am reminded of as we observe Mother’s Day in this month of May. Rather, I am reminded of Princess Alice (1843-1878), the third child and second daughter of Queen Victoria.
This story of Princess Alice is relevant to our day and age as we are so painfully and acutely aware of the COVID-19 virus that started its deadly march through our world only a few years ago. During the abbreviated lifetime of Princess Alice (as noted above, she died when she was only 35) diphtheria was one of the deadly diseases.
Diphtheria was never a pandemic like COVID-19 (almost seven million deaths at latest count) nor as horrific as the Spanish Flu of 1918 (worldwide deaths estimated between 25-75 million) and certainly not to be compared with the most deadly and infamous bubonic plague, also called the Black Death (estimates vary widely and wildly that this deadly disease claimed between 25 million and 200 million deaths in one five-year period alone).
While the Black Death (its name derives from the last stage before death when the skin of the afflicted person turned black) is thought to have its first known incidence in the Byzantine Empire ruled by Justinian, in the mid-500s AD, then later in China during the 1330s, its most significant outbreak was in Europe, lasting several hundred years.
This plague ravaged London in 1563, 1593, 1603, 1636 and 1665, and all of Europe through the 1500s and 1600s. Estimates are that half of all children born in this era died of this disease before they could become adults. Throughout human history mankind has been relentlessly stalked by disease, epidemics, plagues and pandemics.
With this larger picture in mind, back to diphtheria, back to mothers, and in particular Princess Alice. Before an effective vaccine was developed, diphtheria was a deadly, airborne virus spread from person to person. Black diphtheria, as it was known during the life of Princess Alice, was an infection of the nose and throat, making breathing and swallowing difficult.
When her son was diagnosed with black diphtheria Princess Alice was devastated. She was already in fragile health herself, so she was warned to stay away from her son. But a mother can no more “stay away” from her child than the sun failing to rise.
As some relate the story, Princess Alice tried to, as we call it today, “stay at a safe social distance,” but one day, as she lurked outside his room, she heard her son ask his nurse why his mother didn’t kiss and hug him anymore.
That did it! All “heaven” broke loose as she rushed into her son’s room, throwing caution and her own personal safety to the wind, embracing him, “s-mother-ing” him with hugs and kisses. That moment of unfettered, unconditional love turned out to be the kiss of death for Princess Alice. Within a few weeks both mother and son died of black diphtheria. Princess Alice laid down her life, taking the risk that she might die if she ensured that her son knew of her love.
Not all mothers are filled with self-sacrificial love. Mothers, being human, are not perfect. Because some mothers were quite obviously imperfect, in some cases horribly flawed, some grown children find hunting for a Mother’s Day card that conveys honest and truthful sentiments to be an agonizing task (of course the same frustration can confront grown children when searching for a Father’s Day card).
In this respect, I remember a story about a woman named Julie who searched for and eventually settled on a Mother’s Day card with a blank page inside, because she could not find a card whose pre-written message was appropriate for her less-than-ideal relationship with her mother. As she sat down to write a Mother’s Day message for her obviously imperfect mother, Julie replayed a little bit of her history with her mother.
She realized she hadn’t been that easy to love – she remembered how many times she, as a daughter, was anything but kind, patient, caring and loving to her mother, and in fact how many times she made life hell-on-earth for the poor woman. Julie realized she had been a less-than-perfect daughter, and that she had been solely focusing on her mother’s lack of perfection. Julie decided to put the shoe on her own foot, eventually writing in the card, “To my mother on Mother’s Day – with love from your imperfect daughter.”
Mothers can have their moments – I recall a story about Amanda, who was exasperated with her five-year-old daughter Susie. Susie was a high-octane hurricane, filled with seemingly inexhaustible energy, leaving debris and mayhem in her wake. Susie was always “into something.”
After a mighty crash, Amanda went into the living room and found Susie crying – she had fallen and torn her pants (trousers for our British and some Canadian readers!). Amanda told Susie, “I told you to slow down and be careful but you never listen. Now go into your room and put on another pair of pants.”
A few minutes later Amanda passed the open door to her daughter’s room and saw the torn pants on the floor, but there was no evidence of Susie. Knowing that Susie was often some kind of quiet disaster brewing and preparing to explode, Amanda started looking for Susie.
She couldn’t find Susie and even more troubling, she couldn’t hear her. But then Amanda passed by the door to the basement and saw the light on. Normally patient and long-suffering with her rambunctious five-year old daughter, Amanda momentarily lost her composure and yelled down the stairs, “Are you down there running around without your pants on?”
A deep voice cried out, “No madam, I’m reading the gas meter.”
Mothers endure all kinds of experiences with children as we “grow up” – they sometimes lose their patience, but in many if not most cases, mothers are always there for us, with compassion, understanding and love. No mother or father or wife or husband provides us with the perfect example of self-sacrificial love, but it is often mothers who take the most prominent role in giving of themselves, without reservation, for us.
The heart and core of our faith is Jesus – he is our center – our faith is founded on his cross. We are imperfect people – imperfect parents and spouses and children – thanks be to God for his never-failing perfect love.
Even as we honor our mothers, may we marvel, praise and give thanks for the never-ending, unconditional, in-spite-of, self-sacrificial love of God, who generously fills us with his grace, mercy and love, and in Christ, never stops serving us, self-sacrificially. Happy Mother’s Day one and all.
Your fellow servant, in Christ,